Sunday, 17 July, 2011
It feels strange. The idea of being in a new world, hurm, new life I mean. The changes that I've been through right now is kinda freaking me out a lil bit. It's different. Everything seems new. Me, my ownself feels like I'm not in my own friggin' own body. Looks like someone had taken my real self and exchange it into someone else. Someone completely different personality, or maybe there's a slightly same personality as the Nadiahbs that everyone knows. But yeah, it still doesn't same like before. You get what I'm trying to say?
When people knew me in a different type of perception as before, it makes me feel uneasy. The usual Nadiahbs had like completely gone and buried in a deep old memory. Oh my, it sounds terrible. But well, what can I really do? Tell me. We couldn't run from changes. Changes will slowly crawling into our lifes even without our notice. To avoid or just to let it entering and diffuse into our naked self are two major important things. Because it will reflects what we are, what we would be, and what people see us. Freaking scary, right?
and yet, here i am, still wandering, still thinking critically, why things have to change.
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